Triggered.

To be triggered…

“I’m so triggered…” “such and such triggers me…” it seems to be all the rage these days—everyone is so triggered, everything is so endlessly triggering.

What does this actually mean?—by definition, to trigger is to ‘initiate’; ‘anything, as an act or event, that serves as a stimulus and initiates or precipitates a reaction or series of reactions…’

A trigger, essentially, is the direct initiative toward, exposure thereof, and highlighting of one’s weakest points. Awesome. Let’s perpetuate it all…

Being triggered is a shadow frequency of Aquarian energies, in reaction to either alienation, displacement, or ostracization.

Again. Is perpetuation what’s necessary?

So now that everyone is good and ever so vocally vulnerable and triggered and alienated beyond recognition it’s time to begin thickening the skin and building a bright white light orb of resilience… or it’s not looking so comfy up ahead.

Overcoming, resilience and secured sustenance… this is what I continue to envision as I translate this quartered moon.

Maybe not secured sustenance—let’s be realistic—it’ll be more like a really dependable sustenance.

Your own.

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Can you depend upon yourself?

Are you capable of sustaining that which supports you?

Can you sustain your own best interests?

Do you have a voice that’s assertive enough to stand up to that which towers over you?—to that which is beyond you?

Are you capable of moving beyond your trigger points and build a resilience?

Sure, these questions are triggering… but, putting your answers to actual reality—are you triggered, or prepared? Reality check.


❝Resilience is accepting your new reality, even if it’s less good than the one you had before. You can fight it, you can do nothing but scream about what you’ve lost, or you can accept that and try to put together something that’s good.❞
——Elizabeth Edwards


Either way, creative solutions should befall you this weekend… not the creativity that reinvents definitions to words or meanings, or the ever-trending lazy creativeness that allows everyone to feel worthy, or essential—like we’re all winners; this sort of creativity will not sustain itself—simply because it’s not realistic.

Reality checks are still building and bulldozing a new way. 

Still, these creative solutions are subtle and not guaranteed—you’ll have to be experiencing a higher frequency for them. Otherwise, much frustration will be experienced, and even more likely—frustration without an outlet, which, obviously, inspires eruption. 

I guess, whatever works?

❝There’s no such thing as ruining your life. Life’s a pretty resilient thing, it turns out.❞ ——Sophie Kinsella

Are you capable of real raw and honest discernment now?

Will you recognize the difference between the two experiences?—between reaction and response…

Are you capable of choosing the overall long haul bigger picture over the truly small and personal egoic trigger?

Can you be bigger and live beyond your vulnerabilities?—now that you’ve displaced yourself from realistic proportions between this and that within your own small reality…

Are your petty real time problems going to matter in twenty years?—within a perspective of the larger long haul bigger picture of course… remember, we’re all winners—every last one of our touchy triggered feelings matters more than existence itself *eye roll*

Bigger picture, folks… time for accountability through these reality checks…

Speaking of which—what was coming into your reality, or leaving it, in November of 2002?—nineteen years ago… for those of you old enough to consciously remember this time, having made conscious choices within your reality at this time—you could be noticing the navigation of a subtle second round within the patterning of your personal evolution.

Try not to let it trigger you wink wink this is your opportunity to be resilient this time around… more discerning of your time, energy, and efforts.

Because, after all—this personal accountability thing I won’t let go, because after all, it’s a highest expression of Aquarian energy, which is what we’re supposed to be learning through this phase, would account for personal discernment and resilience.

Through this time, try choosing personal accountability—because you’re worth it.

❝Hold yourself responsible for a higher standard than anybody else expects of you. Never excuse yourself. Never pity yourself.❞ ——Henry Ward Beecher

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